Today is the day I’ve made a decision… A decision that has cost me my money and effort for the past 6 months in exchange for a shot to turn my dream into a reality. Actually I should be doing this a long long time ago… Not until when my best buddy made a remark that hit me from within.
” You did not even set foot to go after your dream is because you are afraid of failure!”. That was the correct sentence that describe my feeling for the past year. I was afraid of failure. So I tried all means and ways to build a ’safety net’ for myself in case I have something to fall back on if I failed to turn my dream into reality. But as time goes on, I felt that there was something wrong with me. I realised that if I was going in the wrong direction. I became too focused on building my ‘Plan B’ that it will take years for me to start working on my Plan A which is my dream.
I felt disoriented and a sense of lost. Thats when I understand that I am so afraid of failure that I subconciously forgo my dream and worked on something more realistic and ’stable’. But after weighting the pros and cons of it and also the worst case scenario, I decided to drop some of my plans for safety and back on track to acheived my dream.
